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PHEW.

2008-02-22T03:14:34Z

Done coding! Sort of. I haven't been on LJ in such a long time, so I forgot how to code. I did it, though...with some minor failures & spots of annoyance. Whatever; I'll get over them.

So--I got a 99.5 on my Physics test. Ouch. I am very happy. I also got an A on my Race and Ethnicity test, and I think I did pretty well on my History test. We'll see.

Break is fun. So far all I'm doing is wasting my time. I wish I was more social. Blarney.

I still have lots of homework; I have to write an English paper, finish an hour of History readings (with notes), decide on my research paper thesis, and a bunch of Physics crap. Roar. I wish I would have done some already--I hate pushing it all off like this.

Plus I just had about a thousand Ferrero Rochers. That's filth.

Gahhhh. It's beauty. But filth.

I don't know what to do about my weight. It's so kesafat. I'm up 20 pounds from when I started dieting. AKFCHDKSLSLALJDHDOEUFHDC.

ersatz_bitch @ 2007-11-20T18:38:00

2007-11-21T00:03:36Z

This is Ronnie Wilson. He has a feminine passion about him. I want his babies.

This is Mansour. If sex was a person, it would be him.
Zahra: He looks like Jesus!
Me: Yeah, except Jesus was a Jew...and I would never tap that...

Mona: He looks...hairy...
Me: It's a sign of high testosterone production!
Mona: He's gonna get you pregnant!
Me: And I will gladly bear his children.
Mona: He's wearing a cheetah-print shirt!
Me: 'Cause he's a fiery beast!
Mona: You're crazy...
Me: No, he is...in bed...

So I got my report card today. I got a B in History (ew), a B in Physics (could do alot better, and hopefully will, except I have no idea what's going on in class), a B in English (definitely room for improvement), and the others I did okay in. Meep. I really need to do better. Blahh.

Thanksgiving break's going to be pretty amaze. We're going to Detroit to see my Aunt Hanan and my cousin Ameer. I miss them. Ameer went to McGill, wowow. I wanna go there too. I wanna go to alot of big, fancy colleges. But I don't have much of a chance at all. :( It makes me sad.

Anorexia

2007-05-19T16:41:47Z

I watched a video on YouTube that a former anorexic made about the problems with her teeth and bones now that's she's 23. It was sad. She started crying in the middle of it. It was sad.

I'm not hungry anymore. I made lots of chicken things. I am 139 pounds.

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2007-05-16T22:03:56Z

Heh.

FAILING SCHOOL.

I also decided to fast because I had a humungo bowl of Rice Crispies last night BUT I forgot that the sun sets at 8:30 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. HUNGERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Stupeed.

Today, Arbab was in the library and I was with Neha and Tsu and they kept telling me to walk by and ask for the English homework, but I was too scared, and so finally at the end of the period, when we were walking, Neha said "ALEQ WHAT DO YOU HAVE NEXT?!" cause she knew it was English, and since he was within hearing range, I said "I dunno," and there are two hall-things in the library, and I took the one closer to Arbab while Neha and Tsu took the other one and it was just for fun but the computer rows are in between and I made it seem like I was begging for Shahriar's attention which is NOOOOOOOOOOO.

Today Ben Baken was really funny and nice to mee. He's cool, I dunno why everyone thinks he's such an arseee.

ALSO.

Josh from English class and I were fixing up the chairs, because we mushed them into pods for our group work, and at the end of the class, I'm NOT SURE, but I think he said, "Aleq, wanna watch Shrek the Third?" and I said "Uhhhhh..." cause I thought he was asking me out, so then my ENGLISH TEACHER SMILED AND LEFT AAAA, and he said "I bought tickets already, soo excited," so I realized it was just a general question and I loosened up. WTFFFF?TF?F? I am in nooo condition to be asked out. 140 pounds of DEATHH. har har her.

EEEEE. HUNGER.

I think I'm going to break it with another nice large bowl of rice crispies. OH MY GOD I HOPE WE HAVE MILK let me check.

Ohh thank God we have some ANDD we have kiwi too so I can cut it up and have at least a little healthy stuff.

OKBYE.

P.S. Two B-'s in History, I've gone so down. AND I have so much CHem homework but I don't think I can finish it!

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2007-05-16T21:55:01Z

That says let us proceed to sleep together. =D

Got two B-'s in History. UGH.

I, very stupidely, decided to fast today because I ate DELICIOUSSS rice crispies last night BUT I forgot that the sun sets a FREAKING 8:30 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Hungerrrrrrrrrrrrr.

OKBYE.

P.S. I'm failing school.

And here we are again.

2007-05-12T05:07:52Z

Two years later. and I'm back on live journal. It's nice...I just rearranged my page...made it decent. And made a pretty Bjork icon...that one in the corner. :) Wow...looking back on that post...I feel like I should keep it. Just to remind myself of those goals. I'm at Scarsdale High right now...
And awake at one in the morning. Why? Because I don't want to pray. Because I am lazy. And a terrible muslim. Am I upset? I wish I was.

Wow...how long has it been?

2005-02-09T00:18:06Z

wow....i haven't updated my LJ in forever...man, did i have the weirdest taste...im not saying that Sean Bean aint HOT, because he is...but look at my FONT! GROSSSSSS! Jeez, this LJ goes back into the seventh grade...:sigh: I remember Mary...and Br Kermali...she's cool w/me now...but, still, i don't like her much...i pray to god she dosen't read this...just in case, I shall go change her name. *changes it to Mary* Br Kermali was awesome. Me and Suneela used to be TIGHT. We're still tight, but me and Zara are slipping away....shit, man...this life is HARD. What's my plan of action for it? 1. Get into a GOOD high school: either Bx Sci, Scarsdale, or Holy Angels. Not that I'm catholic...I'm muslim...God is Great. 2. Keep Omid in check...unless we're going to the same school. 3. Keep Zara is check. SPEND MORE TIME WITH HER NOW! I NEED to talk to her more...I must... 4. Get through this year with no regrets. Including doing well on Heritage Day and the Science Fair. 5. Praying every day, being a good muslim, and...well, getting to heaven, I guess. Man, did it feel good saying that...hey, maybe I should return to my LJ...whatever. I love LotR. I hope I can RP in heaven...I hope NO ONE reads that, exept for God, because I really want it in heaven...PLEEEASE! :sigh: God, I really need your help. I'm going through my crazy, mixed up teenage years (PARENT TRAP), and...hey, aren't afflictions good for you? Aren't you supposed to get one every 40 days? I hope this is what I'm going through...oh, cow! I have to pray!

ersatz_bitch @ 2004-03-30T21:53:00

2004-03-31T02:54:58Z

Just testing out LJ Cut...Yeah, well...looks like it did...lol

Pretty, no?